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resister

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1.
tired of hating 04:17
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It’s hard to belong to a world that sees everything you do wrong. Why should I go on? I’m gonna crack at any moment. I feel this constant pressure in my chest. My friends say I should just let things go. “You hate everyone you hate everything”. I’m tired of hating everything I see. I’m gonna crack at any moment. This isn’t what I wanted, I want out. It’s hard to belong. Take me away from everyone. I don’t wanna talk. Your voice is like a rock beating down on my skull. Anger's always burning in my chest. Constant fuel from all the sickness all around me. Why would I be okay with what I see? I can’t relate to all the bullshit. Take me out of it, just take me out. I feel myself slipping out of feeling anything at all. My vision's become distorted from this life I never wanted.
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home 04:23
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Up all night falling asleep with you. Drawn by the light in the hallway. Walking down those stairs in sickness. Staring at a empty notebook with a pen that won’t write what I’m feeling. The sharp pain of a dull life always at home. Eggshell-white walls cave my head in. 4AM defines me. Poison sun flows through my window. Sheets protect me from the cold and shame. Nothing happens inside this house. Another night of feeling worthless alone at home. I’m tired of waiting for change to come. I feel so boring, unfulfilled and dull. Inside out. My thoughts kept in a knot. I’ll dream the highway. I could have done more for myself. I should have left when I still had the chance. Drenched by the waves of my regret. Locked myself inside a cage called at home. Up all night falling asleep with you. Drawn by the light in the hallway.
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resister 03:28
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Constantly their hands are pulling from both sides. Ripped apart inside of two worlds. Repeating circles where everything is wrong. I’ve withdrawn myself. This is my rebellion. I don’t really think you know, self-righteous fool. I don’t really think I care how any of you feel. Debilitated from the pain of time. Just a relic from the old world. Tear apart my life and turn it black and white. I've withdrawn myself, aligned my thoughts with no one. Delusional I don’t live inside your world. Delusional I don’t fit inside your world.
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carbon monoxide 04:33
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Relentless feeling, anxiety creeps and I can’t breath. Hands are shaking. Your words are like carbon monoxide seeping through the floor. Flowing in my blood. Expelled by the heat of your tongue. Reoccurring nightmare of waking up and you’re not there. No more sleeping. Lose myself into the night. I don’t think the sun will rise. I think the pain slows down time. It doesn’t matter what I think. I carry your words in my blood. I’ve seen the dream where your stomach says to leave and you say nothing and you're gone. I’ve seen the dream where your stomach screams to leave and I do nothing and you're gone. I’ll let you go. Please just come home. You burn inside me. The blood in my veins. The air I breathe. Thoughts in my brain. Your words are like carbon monoxide seeping through the floor. Filling up my lungs. Boil out all of my blood.

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released January 7, 2019

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resister Atlanta, Georgia

Trevor - Guitar/Vocals
Andrew - Guitar
Haylen - Bass
Matt - Drums

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